before, i usually ace my exams without breaking a sweat and those answers, it just invades my head abruptly. sounds a genius? no am not. it's just a matter of luck.. but right now, i'm failing straight down.. from the usual 100, it went down to 90+ and worse.. too grade conscius? i cannot deny that.
With that sudden failures, i tend to get uncontrollable.. i remember one time, i crampled my paper and my classmates murmured, "ano ba yan!"(murmur yan ha at narinig ko) well my initial reaction is nothing.. i just wanted to calm down.. but there's this one situation that things become so out of hand that i punched the room's wall.. well as if there's an effect? ewan ko ba.. namaga lang knuckles ko(until now)
these situations i really want to have a change.. yes, not the situation only but also me.. i've been so radical that i became unconscius with it.. and the worse thing, people think i'm that bad.. well i don't care.. but i need a change.. and it should be big.. where to start? e d start by being calm.. (lately it works)
cguro ansama na nung tingin sken based from this..
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