i can't believe myself right now.. i just felt something to her.. naaalala ko pa rin ung face niya evry now an then.. marahil idle lang ako for a while but i thought i suppressed my feelings enough.. nasaktan na ko noon, bakit ganun? hindi ko pa din makalimutan.. it just happens instantaneously in a flashback way.. pag me bagay na related to her, i just remember her face and how she's related to it.. nakakainis.. i thought kaya ko ng madalian pero hindi pala.. minahal ko nga..

however i do believe as the feeling gets dusty and old, it'll be obsolete and no use.. probably medyo wrong ung use nung word pero it can stand for it.. feelings is feelings but bigger to it is existing is existing.. reality would always tell you that you must comeback to it.. coz that's the only place ur senses be held.. kung idealistic ka, mahihirapan ka malamang..

sana dumating na lng un right girl saken.. sana dumating ka na.. i really am getting shaky from everything.. maybe u'll be a great help