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sobrang katamad.. tinatamad na ko.. ilang araw na din na di ko nafifeel na maging progressive o khit man lang mging boosted ng onti.. haayy..

pero nung last tym, nawawla ko sa sarili q at nakabasag pa q sa lab class q. i broke it becoz am so preoccupied that my thoughts are superimposed by small ideas and dreams.. ewan..

kantahan na lng tau!!

Xiaoxin i can tell

Betray!
The Avalon is always beside me
And I’m following it home
Where is my homeOrion glows
And his eyes open up
I once believed I would set you in line

If only I had the strength
you’d be completely accepting something else

If you keep asking me I’ll melt away in the summer air
It won’t hurt half as much and I'll beg for you to please stop it now
If you keep asking me I’ll melt away in the summer air
It won’t hurt half as much and
I’ll beg for you to just tell me something

The fluid through the alpha waves and power cables everywhere
Exercising self-control The child calls
And she lies open I Once believed "if only i'd been thinking at all"

If only I had the strength
you’d be completely accepting something else

If you keep asking me
I’ll melt away in the summer air
It won’t hurt half as much and
I'll beg for you to please stop it now
If you keep asking me
I’ll melt away in the summer air
It won’t hurt half as much and
I’ll beg for you just to tell me something
If you keep asking me, If you keep asking me..

If only I had the strength
you’d be completely accepting something else

If you keep asking me
I’ll melt away in the summer air
It won’t hurt half as much and I'll beg for you please stop it now
If you keep asking me
I’ll melt away in the summer air
It won’t hurt half as much and
I’ll beg for you just tell me something

You swore Out like my lifeYou cried
So I’m engaged to smile

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ansaya khapon!

nagkita kame khapon ni erdie sa lrt katips station para ibgay ung onti kong gips at balak q na sanang umuwi agad dahil nghihintay cna piaget and the rest of the gang saken..(ndi ko barakada yan.. search nio na lng name nia) kaso niyaya ko ni erdie sa dorm nina zell at kala ko malapit lng. malapit nga.. isang kilometrong lakaran.. joke lng..

pagdating ko, andun c over gorgeous at over gwapong manong who's actually getting to look best (take note, it's not better) at naisipang nag-aaral pa ko sa risci dahil sa stupidity similarity.. andun dn cna ros na gs2 ng pangit kong pic, c zell na sexy, c cybs na mas sexy, c conrads na maikli buhok, c fabay na pumayat (i bet??), c jc na todo tahimik at walang imik..

eun, masaya kso mali ung nabigay ko erdie.. dpat large pla.. ang tanga ko..

haayyy.. is development a stereotyped process?? i guess it may vary dn if u actually find consciousness to gear ur own development.. conversely, how bout conformity? would this let you do it?

well that's a few mind buggling tenets i always think of..

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when do u feel smiling?

this past few days, i feel like i'm not nostalgic. maybe because this holiday break ended and i'm back to work. tsaka naka-focus na ko sa maraming goals na sana ma-achieve ko.

nakuha ko na prelim grades ko and it's not good.. effects tlga ng dota.. cguro bitin pa ko sa paglalaro ng dota kaya mababa pa grades ko.. haha..

you know what, someone's making me smile even for a while.. matagal n dng wlang nagpaparelieve sken.. salamat tlga tol.. i can say i feel relief.. kung mgulo e di magulo.. bsta un na nafifeel ko..

relief about what?.. about my nostalgic days.. dpat it would be in oblivion

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changed..

haii... galet p dn sken ung isang kaklase ko.. kxe b nman suplado ko eh.. pero pnapansin k nman khit onti kso nainis ata nung umalis kagad aq.. hehe.. vip?

gnun lng tlga.. peace na tau.. kso me pnagbago na e..

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getting up..pumped up.. its work..

i have to get back studying na.. pasukan bukas.. it sucks talaga.. it definitely sucks.. gusto ko pang mag-dota magdamag.. but necessituous jobs is a weight full of after images.. magulo noh?!?

basta it will surprise you na lang after thinking of a lot..

thinking nga naman.. seperates and prevails out of the ordinary..

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it worsens? probably not.. just up a notch..

i can't believe myself right now.. i just felt something to her.. naaalala ko pa rin ung face niya evry now an then.. marahil idle lang ako for a while but i thought i suppressed my feelings enough.. nasaktan na ko noon, bakit ganun? hindi ko pa din makalimutan.. it just happens instantaneously in a flashback way.. pag me bagay na related to her, i just remember her face and how she's related to it.. nakakainis.. i thought kaya ko ng madalian pero hindi pala.. minahal ko nga..

however i do believe as the feeling gets dusty and old, it'll be obsolete and no use.. probably medyo wrong ung use nung word pero it can stand for it.. feelings is feelings but bigger to it is existing is existing.. reality would always tell you that you must comeback to it.. coz that's the only place ur senses be held.. kung idealistic ka, mahihirapan ka malamang..

sana dumating na lng un right girl saken.. sana dumating ka na.. i really am getting shaky from everything.. maybe u'll be a great help

sana..

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